Saturday, August 30, 2003
Here's a quote i thought up,
'Show me someone who doesn't seem to care, and i'll show you someone who really does, but can't help seeming not to care.'
Yeah, it applies to me too. I can't help acting like a jerk, no matter what people may think. I'm just unable to trust anyone enough to tell anyone about what i really feel deep inside, and i end up being a jerk to people, who, naturally enough, become jerks as well......Only Abigail was able to, for some reason, touch my heart......So yeah, i'm rambling again, just keep this quote in mind, people. When you meet someone who's aloof and uncaring, just remember that deep down, there's a lonely person in there waiting to be befriended, by a true friend who would never cross him. Be fair to him or her.
'Show me someone who doesn't seem to care, and i'll show you someone who really does, but can't help seeming not to care.'
Yeah, it applies to me too. I can't help acting like a jerk, no matter what people may think. I'm just unable to trust anyone enough to tell anyone about what i really feel deep inside, and i end up being a jerk to people, who, naturally enough, become jerks as well......Only Abigail was able to, for some reason, touch my heart......So yeah, i'm rambling again, just keep this quote in mind, people. When you meet someone who's aloof and uncaring, just remember that deep down, there's a lonely person in there waiting to be befriended, by a true friend who would never cross him. Be fair to him or her.
Friday, August 29, 2003
Ok, if anyone was even interested enough to read this, here's how it's been........ After the first post, i've gotten some shit from my classmates........again. This has been going on for a good 5 months now, and i have no real friends, no outlet i can trust......basically, nothing. anyway, enough rambling........
Its Teacher's Day today, and i went back to my previous secondary school and who should i meet but Abigail. I shal not reveal her full name......but, anyway, just by meeting her and talking to her for a mere 15 minutes or so.......my anger all those months have disappeared, just like that. She is special.......all my life, she is the only one in the world i can trust with all my secrets and all my thoughts.........not even my parents can claim that.
Everytime i'm near her, everything burning up inside me just......disappears. How many people in the world can do that? how many can totally change you just by her character alone? How many can touch your soul just through simple things? That's the mark of someone special in your life. Never forget it, dear readers.......never forget that feeling........
Its Teacher's Day today, and i went back to my previous secondary school and who should i meet but Abigail. I shal not reveal her full name......but, anyway, just by meeting her and talking to her for a mere 15 minutes or so.......my anger all those months have disappeared, just like that. She is special.......all my life, she is the only one in the world i can trust with all my secrets and all my thoughts.........not even my parents can claim that.
Everytime i'm near her, everything burning up inside me just......disappears. How many people in the world can do that? how many can totally change you just by her character alone? How many can touch your soul just through simple things? That's the mark of someone special in your life. Never forget it, dear readers.......never forget that feeling........
Tuesday, August 26, 2003
A bad day.......lots of homework......and to top it all off, a blasting from the discipline master over a small matter........hate that big-ego f***er...........no friends left.........this is my last hope......here goes.........
