Friday, January 30, 2004
I think i'll start describing people in PJC with effect from today. What i think of them, my impressions, blah blah blah, anything i can think of. Hope they don't take it into their heads to find this.......
I'll start with......ok, Lindy, from my class 03a06. When i first met her, she was with Wan Rong, and she felt like......ohhh, i got the impression she was just like Wan Rong, cold, quiet, easily irritable. Yet, after i got to know her, i changed my view of her (and of Wan Rong for that matter). She's a girl with a lively personality, she's just as vulnerable as any of her sex (just this other day she cried because Mrs Yeo ticked her off...... i mean, Mrs Yeo isn't THAT bad........), and she's quite the gamer as well. She's definately interesting. And now i'm quite close to her. That's a good thing, isn't it?
I'll start with......ok, Lindy, from my class 03a06. When i first met her, she was with Wan Rong, and she felt like......ohhh, i got the impression she was just like Wan Rong, cold, quiet, easily irritable. Yet, after i got to know her, i changed my view of her (and of Wan Rong for that matter). She's a girl with a lively personality, she's just as vulnerable as any of her sex (just this other day she cried because Mrs Yeo ticked her off...... i mean, Mrs Yeo isn't THAT bad........), and she's quite the gamer as well. She's definately interesting. And now i'm quite close to her. That's a good thing, isn't it?
Sorry for the uncontrolled rant yesterday, if there is anyone out ther who reads this. No wait, why am i apologizing? Nobody reads this.
Anyway, i just couldn't stand her, especially the way she acts so high and mighty. 'Nuff said.
Tiring week. And it promises to get more tiring. And i'm having trouble settling my homework. Not to mention my music lessons. How the hell am i supposed to handle all this? Very likely i'll be forced to drop something, and it's likely my piano, i'll likely fail or drop out of the upcoming theory exam. Another sum of money wasted, my parents are really gonna bitch. Ah, c'est la vie, as the French say.
Got a locker at the very lowest height. Damn.
Everyone's starting to either flare up, break down, or get bitchy. Looks like a tough period ahead.
Bleh.
Well, let's see if the outing on Saturday can cheer me up.......
Anyway, i just couldn't stand her, especially the way she acts so high and mighty. 'Nuff said.
Tiring week. And it promises to get more tiring. And i'm having trouble settling my homework. Not to mention my music lessons. How the hell am i supposed to handle all this? Very likely i'll be forced to drop something, and it's likely my piano, i'll likely fail or drop out of the upcoming theory exam. Another sum of money wasted, my parents are really gonna bitch. Ah, c'est la vie, as the French say.
Got a locker at the very lowest height. Damn.
Everyone's starting to either flare up, break down, or get bitchy. Looks like a tough period ahead.
Bleh.
Well, let's see if the outing on Saturday can cheer me up.......
Thursday, January 29, 2004
I hate Christina Richards. Hate her. Hate her to hell. Bitch. Whore. Ass. I wish she'll get herself killed. I hate her. Hate her to her core. Fucktard. Whore. Asshole. Damn her.
Monday, January 26, 2004
City Lights
The lights of the city,
pinpricks of brilliance,
outshining the heavens,
Glaring bright.
Disturbing my mind,
denying me peace,
clamouring for attention,
Hurtful sight.
Tormenting my soul,
pricking my being,
maddening the conscience,
Accursed night.
Straining to escape,
escaping the pain,
torturing my sins,
City lights.
The lights of the city,
pinpricks of brilliance,
outshining the heavens,
Glaring bright.
Disturbing my mind,
denying me peace,
clamouring for attention,
Hurtful sight.
Tormenting my soul,
pricking my being,
maddening the conscience,
Accursed night.
Straining to escape,
escaping the pain,
torturing my sins,
City lights.
Running Away
Running away
away from the pain
that is the truth
of thyself
See thou there,
poor soul, unable to
accept thyself
for what thou art
Can do nought,
but lie to thyself,
deluding that thou art
what thou art not.
Unable to see,
that thou art not
helpless, thou can find
Salvation.
Running away
away from the pain
that is the truth
of thyself
See thou there,
poor soul, unable to
accept thyself
for what thou art
Can do nought,
but lie to thyself,
deluding that thou art
what thou art not.
Unable to see,
that thou art not
helpless, thou can find
Salvation.
Tuesday, January 20, 2004
Ok, here i am.
Another 2 days of intensive rehearsals. Er, maybe that's too much, today was basically just fooling around with the girls. And no, it's not what you're thinking!!! lol. Although i wouldn't mind. lol. In fact, I think Isabel in particular is an interesting girl. Wouldn't mind knowing more about her.
Good news, the wound is not hurting anymore. That's one less painkiller i have to take. Now to just finish off the antibiotics, and then go to the dentist one more time to pull out the stitches.
And i'm returning to BPGHS tomorrow. Problem is, who else would be there? I'm starting to be afraid that no one else from the Class of '02 would be coming back. Then what would be the point in going back?
Argh, Kai, shut up about it, if they don't come back then so be it!!!
Sorry for the interruption.
Although i'll really like to see them again.......
*me takes baseball bat and whacks myself*
Another 2 days of intensive rehearsals. Er, maybe that's too much, today was basically just fooling around with the girls. And no, it's not what you're thinking!!! lol. Although i wouldn't mind. lol. In fact, I think Isabel in particular is an interesting girl. Wouldn't mind knowing more about her.
Good news, the wound is not hurting anymore. That's one less painkiller i have to take. Now to just finish off the antibiotics, and then go to the dentist one more time to pull out the stitches.
And i'm returning to BPGHS tomorrow. Problem is, who else would be there? I'm starting to be afraid that no one else from the Class of '02 would be coming back. Then what would be the point in going back?
Argh, Kai, shut up about it, if they don't come back then so be it!!!
Sorry for the interruption.
Although i'll really like to see them again.......
*me takes baseball bat and whacks myself*
Monday, January 19, 2004
BTW, might be returning to BPGHS on CNY Eve. Hope to see some old faces there.........
Went for the tooth-extraction operation on Sunday. One word: Ouch.
Oh, thank you very much, now i'm stuck with a sore, aching jaw, and need to take antibiotics and painkillers just to survive.
Plus the schedule is only getting worse. And i'm starting to default on my homework.
Thank you very much. One damn tooth, and i have to suffer like this for who knows how long.
Argh.
Oh, thank you very much, now i'm stuck with a sore, aching jaw, and need to take antibiotics and painkillers just to survive.
Plus the schedule is only getting worse. And i'm starting to default on my homework.
Thank you very much. One damn tooth, and i have to suffer like this for who knows how long.
Argh.
Thursday, January 15, 2004
Bleh, toothache last week, went for a check i my wisdom tooth is......for lack of a better word, stuck. Now i have to go for an operation to remove it this Sunday.......dammit, just went the OC rehearsals are picking up too.
Talking about rehearsals, this was one tough week. From Monday all the way to today, never left school earlier than 6.30 PM, and that was the only 1 day. Others, is more like 7 PM. Kinda interesting to see the school in that time period, but it's WAY tiring.......i'm almost falling asleep even now as i type. I'm gonna take a helluva long nap tomorrow.
Today was crazier than usual. Mr Liew.......basically tortured me so i could sing properly. Well, at least it worked. I'm now almost confirmed to be part of what i call the "Select Group of 4", in other words the soloists. They are VERY supportive.....thanks, Bell Bell, Farhana, and Cherie.
Although........Farhana and Cherie nagged at me so much, i've taken to calling them Mummy lol. ;p
Ok, gotta go before i collapse.
Talking about rehearsals, this was one tough week. From Monday all the way to today, never left school earlier than 6.30 PM, and that was the only 1 day. Others, is more like 7 PM. Kinda interesting to see the school in that time period, but it's WAY tiring.......i'm almost falling asleep even now as i type. I'm gonna take a helluva long nap tomorrow.
Today was crazier than usual. Mr Liew.......basically tortured me so i could sing properly. Well, at least it worked. I'm now almost confirmed to be part of what i call the "Select Group of 4", in other words the soloists. They are VERY supportive.....thanks, Bell Bell, Farhana, and Cherie.
Although........Farhana and Cherie nagged at me so much, i've taken to calling them Mummy lol. ;p
Ok, gotta go before i collapse.
Wednesday, January 07, 2004
Come And Go
Another chapter of my life
Has passed by,
Without so much as a sound
For a warning.
And i'm still reeling from the shocks
Of gone days,
And everything still seemed like
Just yesterday.
Still lost in the quagmire of
Yesteryear,
And the memories are still
Fresh as the dawn.
But what's to be done? Looking back,
It's no use.
It is never coming back
It's history.
Another chapter of my life
Has passed by,
Without so much as a sound
For a warning.
And i'm still reeling from the shocks
Of gone days,
And everything still seemed like
Just yesterday.
Still lost in the quagmire of
Yesteryear,
And the memories are still
Fresh as the dawn.
But what's to be done? Looking back,
It's no use.
It is never coming back
It's history.
Tuesday, January 06, 2004
So I neglected my blog again. Sue me.
Nothing much to write about. A07 merged with A06. Doesn't change a thing for me, except i get to see more of faces that were next door. Some people are gone. Ok, so good riddance. The first few days of school sucked. As usual. New teachers. Yawn. More depressing news about the 'A' Levels and what I as a JC2 are expected to do about it. Thank you very much. More philosophy from Joel, and more proselytising from Juan. Ok to the former, and seriously the yawn for the latter. Homework. Now you tell me how i feel about that.
Nothing positive in my life so far. And......well, not depressed, just numb. I might just work myself up to a poetry-writing state later on. For now......what?
I don't know.
Nothing much to write about. A07 merged with A06. Doesn't change a thing for me, except i get to see more of faces that were next door. Some people are gone. Ok, so good riddance. The first few days of school sucked. As usual. New teachers. Yawn. More depressing news about the 'A' Levels and what I as a JC2 are expected to do about it. Thank you very much. More philosophy from Joel, and more proselytising from Juan. Ok to the former, and seriously the yawn for the latter. Homework. Now you tell me how i feel about that.
Nothing positive in my life so far. And......well, not depressed, just numb. I might just work myself up to a poetry-writing state later on. For now......what?
I don't know.
